First thing I should ask myself>>> What i have done to my Ramadhan? Do I appreciate and grab the every chance out of it? Again, I blame the atmosphere, the surrounding, which will never be favourable to the heart,which will keep us busy and occupied every seconds.
Second>> PATIENCE! I always have problem with you dear patience~ That is why I tried to keep quiet, less talking so I can ponder on my own weakness rather than people weakness. I should kill this perfectionist side of me which 70% is a history- that's my claim..never done the test statistics to reject or to accept~
Third>>> appreciate, i learn how to appreciate things more now- after I lost some of them.
" Gratitude is the best attitude". I appreciate being an AUSmaT student much much much more now. I learn skills and strong believe in Allah. I appreciate to be ex- MATRI though I was force at the very first place to enroll there. I appreciate all that I hate at first as there are actually good for me. It is true that not all things we hate are bad, some are good.
p/s: oh..i shudn't post this~