Friday, November 2, 2012

Which favors of your lord would you deny?

I was in the bus.I sat alone near the window.It was after my counselling test. I am not really satisfied with my performance. The negative charges surged in me. I just ate half plate of 18 dollars lunch. I was very grumpy though my stomach was full.My heart and mind was tormenting each other; sad and mad at the same time.

I looked at the outside of the bus.Traffic lights, pedestrians, cars, such a busy Friday. I still couldn't accept the fact what's done is done.Long pause..and my mind had loose the battle. My heart start to pound me with tonnes of answers to my problems. I think to much that is my problem. I worry to much that is my problem. I aim to high that is my uttermost terrible horrible problem.

God has granted my dua last time. I managed to study here and enrolled in the course of my choice. I get scholarship and I don't need to pay the money back.Why I become so ungrateful and become grumpy over a very small matter that would not determine either I will be going to Jannah or not?

I need to revise my aim, my ghayah in this life. I drifted away every now and then.Now, I am happy again.I know God will give whatever is the best for me. I trust all in Him.All that is mine is not really mind.Shame on me, I cried over of what's not even mine at all!

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Soalan cepumas

Terkesima seketika bila kawan tanya,
 "So,you don't have the right to choose your religion?That's unfair". Saya tanya dia,
"So, do you have religion".Dia jawab,"No, I believe in science".Saya pon start la cakap mana yg penah tgk kt YouTube."Well, we have this book and basically,it is a scientific book. It was written more that 1400 years ago.Where at that time no ultrasound technology yet and this book tells how baby form in a womb"

_to be edited later_

Monday, October 22, 2012

I miss everyone who had ever made my day

Miss those days when everything is alright.Miss those reassuring words.Miss those caring people.Miss those company I use to have.Miss those lively days..

Sunday, October 7, 2012

I am a pharmacy student,what do I do?

Monday- Dosage Form Design lecture (2hours)
I still go to the lecture even if there are recordings and I am proud of myself! Monday is a happy day.I can have lunch at home.Smile.

Tuesday- Dosage Form Design tutorial (50 minutes) fortnightly
            - Pharmacology and Pathophysiology tutorial (50 minutes)
            - Pharmacology and Pathophysiology lecture (2hours)

I'm preparing for tutorials like preparing for exam,my friend once said.Overall, the day was long.I always grab some sushi or kebab for lunch.No lunchbox anymore this year,sadly.

Wednesday- Pharmacy Practice lecture (1 hour)
                  Dosage Form Design Practical (3 hours) once in 3 weeks 
                  >>very nice free time indeed~

I was chilling in most of the practicals.I am loving lab a lottt!

Thursday- Pharmacology and Pathophysiology lecture (2 hour)
             - Pharmacy Practice lecture (1 hour)
              -Pharmacy Practice lecture (1 hour)
Huge gap (3 hours of nothing to do--haha,seriously nothing?) between the 1 hour lecture makes me surrender and listen to the recording instead.opps..(and hungry too)


Chilling day! 9-11 practical. (Most dreaded!!!) -chance to give advice to the 'patient'


Saturday, October 6, 2012


by TS~

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end 


Faster than the wind

Passionate as sin, ended so suddenly

Loving him is like trying to change your mind

Once you're already flying through the free fall

Like the colors in autumn

So bright just before they lose it all

Losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've

 never met

But loving him was red

Loving him was red

Thursday, October 4, 2012

jiwa malas stadi

Why they held Christmas pageant when I have test next week? Oh wanted to enjoy the atmosphere and sculpture and cute kids so so much.

oh ,what i saw today is the showcase~aha..ade chance

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Your Busi-ness is killing me~

I don't care (mind?) when people around me gets busy.I respect them.I try to help if I can, if I am near.
Certain people,when they are busy,they are killing me,like arsenic,really.or maybe they are just like opiod to me,I am addicted.However, I do understand.They miss me too.Kikiki..(perasan)