ITs 7 a.m and it is time for answering trial paper

the study period is nothing more than PAIN...but,no PAIN no GAIn....huhu..

Cheers~

Someone said to me, don't be so stress, chill and do things you like once a while.Give the brain some rest~So I say, CHEERS~

i SAY cheers when there is FIREWORKS...though not good for environment,oh, who cares?

i SAY cheers when handling drugs>>im 'drug addict'...kn2?

i SAY cheers when i'm doing PHYSICS!!! >>>oh, Miss Chemistry cannot beat Mr Physics~

i SAY cheers when i look around and see pure heart that is much2 better than me,they make me realize i'm nobody,but HUMAN...

Trial~ a piece of secret recipe CAKE!

when the exam season comes...

1. over eat

2. oversleep (due to over bored)

3. super worried

4. headache comes

5. migraine attack

6. stomach upset

= nothing gain but pain~

solution:

1.take it easy

2.don't take it too hard

3. take a deep breath /rest every 1 hour of at least 5 minutes

4. never take caffeine

5. drugs won't cure you but Allah do (i rely to much on them~bad habit)

6.HDA (easy write than done)

The authors suffer from brain jam due to marathon physics revision and math 'staring' revision. The active transport couldn't work well anymore due to certain circumstances~

Feeling unwell~

Worried, confused, dazed, unease, overreact, impatient,restless,...bla3...oh, is this happen to you sometimes?

When we feel all/some/almost all of those>>>all is complete, no problem in life, easy-to get-what-you-want situation and more, that is when the heart is losing its wonderful power of king controller of the whole actions and feelings.

When ad-dunya is put above al-akhirah, that is when things keep falling upside down. Oh, how i feel 'em right now. I will rush to pharmacy when my physicals sick, but when my heart sick, what should i do? I blame myself for being so weak, always fell sick all the time. Allah is The Great. May He preserve our heart to always be near to Him. I pray that this heart will cure soon, I want to cry but I couldn't and I'm tortured being in this state!

Al-quran and solah is the best solution, I will try and try and try.Pray for me ya!

In a complicated relationship with...

I woke up, try to read physics-FAILED

I walk around my room, then tried to repair my relationship with physics -FAILED

I was mad at physics, i did laundry instead, then i walk to physics notes, I was begging hard- plz dear lovely, handsome physics~u r my first love ( i lie- it is chemistry actually) PLZ3~..

Oh! maybe i approached physics in a wrong way, btw...it is physics, not biology, chemistry or English. I shouldn't approach him like I approach others~Gee...sorry dear physics. My mind has been synchronize to approach you like biology after the test last week. Em..i pondered. I should straight away do questions, then from that i know what i don't understand!

moral:This may be a physics story, but there is more beyond just physics~ *wink*

REFLECTION OF THE DAY

Oh...I still have physics test next week plus ESLS final report for investigation plus physics lab report plus bio lab report plus trial SACE but but but.....em, this blog kinda alluring~just a reflection will do fine....

First thing I should ask myself>>> What i have done to my Ramadhan? Do I appreciate and grab the every chance out of it? Again, I blame the atmosphere, the surrounding, which will never be favourable to the heart,which will keep us busy and occupied every seconds.

Second>> PATIENCE! I always have problem with you dear patience~ That is why I tried to keep quiet, less talking so I can ponder on my own weakness rather than people weakness. I should kill this perfectionist side of me which 70% is a history- that's my claim..never done the test statistics to reject or to accept~

Third>>> appreciate, i learn how to appreciate things more now- after I lost some of them.

" Gratitude is the best attitude". I appreciate being an AUSmaT student much much much more now. I learn skills and strong believe in Allah. I appreciate to be ex- MATRI though I was force at the very first place to enroll there. I appreciate all that I hate at first as there are actually good for me. It is true that not all things we hate are bad, some are good.

p/s: oh..i shudn't post this~

My Internal Assessment sucks what should I do madam?

And the time is up. You may write ur last sentence...(dazed)

That was it. I finished answering bio in super cool Great Hall this morning. I managed to check my answer for the first time in bio test history! (same case for chemistry) and MATH ..definitely! i managed to triple check my 'blank' answer LOLS...~. i pray that i will keep it up until SACE. Allah ease me, alhamdulillah. I do not have a speck of worry. i had done my part and let Him do the rest of it. Later after bio test, I happened to talk to a lecturer who does not teach me currently. She said powerful words which may be cliché but meaningful. She said - in Malay "Kita ada 3 benda usaha usaha usaha, doa doa doa n tawakal tawakal tawakal. Saya percaya walaupun manusia yang mark paper kamu, buat soalan dsb, tapi kuasa Allah lebih hebat dari semua tue".

I love that lecturer..she is the one in a million . I respect her. Oh, how I appreciate to have such a lecturer in INTEC! Quoted: "kalau Allah nk bagi kebaikan kt seseorang tue Allah akan bagi kefahaman deen". Semoga Allah bagi kebaikan kepada dia.Ameen.